Grandad, I still miss you so, and i wish you was here, but you're not and that hurts. I wish you could answer me back so i can hear your voice again out loud. It wasnt fair for you to be taken away, you still had so much love to share and i still had so much love to give you, but that love hasnt stopped for you Grandad. You are still here in my heart and in my mind everyday. Sometimes i feel that i want to speak of you but i cant as that makes me too upset to carry on and i know that you would want me to carry on, so just because people cant see my tears or hear my pain, does not mean i dont cry and i dont hurt, my tears and pain are inside just for you to see Grandad cos you knew i loved you more than i could love anyone else in this world and that will be the same till the day i see you again and i cant wait for that day Grandad. And maybe i can sit on your lap again and give you a teddy bear hug like i did when i was liitle. Till we meet again.... My heart belongs to Grandad Kelly xx